It's you who are in Control

Its pretty ironic how we get to know different people. And of some of the people who we didn't use to contact with back in schools, we are actually getting in touch now. Regardless of how far back it may be, it happens to me now- Primary, Secondary, Poly friends! Its kinda amusing to me! Anyway, I bumped onto some of my old classmates recently (such much coincidences) and the comments i received were that 'I'm dao!' I'm actually quite not! I'm just rather blind when I'm out on the streets! Thats the truth! And friends of mine are pretty funny, they actually messaged me on facebook to tell me that!

There's a question that was posed rather frequently. It's actually easy to answer: either yes or no. But i can't give them a definite answer. It's not that I'm ignoring. It's just that things are way too complicated! Technically, I am (physically yes) but mentally its a No! Well, I'm not sure if I would get over it. I think its easy for the other party and I know where I stand. But, to let go, is just not an easy task. Recently, i just starts to realise that I could depend on no one to get away from his ordeal but I myself. What do I want of myself? Definitely not as a toy, thats for sure! I just had to take that crucial first step... And the point is, how easy would that be?