Give me a reason to fight this feeling

All of the moments you didnt notice;
gone in the blink of an eye.
All of the feelings you couldnt feel
no matter how you try.

Thoughts

The first time I made a mistake, I blame it on my ignorance. The second time I fell for it, I told myself I was foolish. And for the third, I had to admit that I’m just plain stupid. Yet, I still haven’t learn from those mistakes! I gave in to myself to commit the fourth. In all, I would just conclude that I’m beyond hope.

Lunch at Roberston Quay

I've been slacking at home for the past few days. For the first time ever, I've completed a drama series online! Haha, if you know me well, i cant stare on something for too long. That's in fact, is an achievement? Lol! Perhaps the content is interesting? It studies about the body language of human beings. So yea, I think i absorbed a number of content? Haha, be carefull urh! I might be able to spot you, if you ever do lies (:

Alright, the photos i'm gonna post is rather outdated. I thought i lost my usb cable! Anyway, i met up with Kailin last Monday for lunch. We wanted to have breakfast but most of our ideal restaurants are not opened for business on Monday.

Thus, we settled for lunch at...

We shared this huge Hawaiian pizza. Love the ultra thin crispy crust and it taste seriously good (:
By the way, we merely had cocktails. Mine is Safe sex on the beach. Haha, what a name!



 

Hm... I think i will just rot at home for a couple of days more. Next week is gonna be a hell week for me! Sounds scary urh! I'm just exaggerating! Till then (:

Thoughts

My brain tells me to trust him as I’m not blinded by the facts. However, my heart goes for you. In this scenario, I’m debating against myself. Do I have a better heart or do I have a better brain?

Thoughts

I  am just wondering if anyone could find the REAL me? Ironically, even I myself, is searching for that too!

You can’t kiss your elbow. It means, some things seem to be so close yet they are bound to be beyond your reach.

21 facts about me?

 

Alright, this girl sent me a document through MSN. I remembered just last year, I did a list of 20 facts about me and this girl continued from there...

1. Scared to cross road I was affected by one of my close friend!
2. Eat raw salmon randomly once in a while. Nope, now i take them!
3. Eats quail egg Urh? That’s very weird of you to jot it down
4. Dislike bak you pok Yea, cause its made of fats you see!
5. Very mosquito prone Totally agree!
6. Doesn't likes girls Meaning?
7. Low blood thus doesn't use squat toilet bowl Hahaha
8. Doesn't sing K but goes there for entertaining purpose I only sing if I feel comfortable
9. Kind to the extent that she actually doesn’t mean it when she asks someone to treat her to a meal Haha, did I extort lots of meals from you?
10. Does everything based on her mood e.g exercising This is totally true! Everything that I want to do, depends largely on my Mood!
11. Likes MacDonald ice-cream cone
12. Can't stare at something for too long especially computer. Thus she hardly play computer games. I feel it’s a waste of time
13. Tired now, doesn't mean tired at night I’m an owl.
14. Likes Audi a lot I love the design of audi cars (:
15. Doesn't like eating chicken rice with lots of fats or bones Simply because, I find it disgusting!
16. Likes noodles more than rice
17. Spaces out after food because its just too filling and it slows down her brain. That’s just me (:
18. Very god damn soft-hearted actually and blushes for awkward moment. Haha, speechless!
19. Can’t drink caffeinated drinks because not only will this makes her not able to sleep, but will also cause her to feel giddy. I actually love latte, syndrome only started to develop last year!
20. Prone to being late Haha, reason because I prepare late!
21. Cant be bothered with things that doesn't concern her or interests her Yea, I’m quite self-centred urh!

She sent me more than 21 points, but i'm only listing out 21 of them since i'm 21! Haha, alright, this doesnt makes sense.

Can't believe that I still want you

But I never told you
What I should have say
No, I never told you
I just held it in

Von's 21st

Last Friday, was Von's big 21st! Her party was held at the Wavehouse at Sentosa. I would say that the place is splendid. Her event team seriously took every inch of effort in this. O, the theme for her party is black, gold and fuchsia.

When we reached Sentosa, theres golf cart to charter us to her party. That save us from those walking. By the way, it was drizzling then.

Yvonne! She's really hot, isnt it (:



And its really sweet of her to plan our own set of dinner menu.



Love my main dish! Its simply succulent!





The Fairfield peeps!

The greatest advantage of attending a party is to catch up with friends you havent really meet or speak too! Yea, the feeling is just great. But somehow, human mentality just simply stick to what they first knew you of urh? Each time we talks about the days in Fairfield, they will always linked me with J. Alright, I'm immune to it and I believe he is too. So, there's nothing to take it to heart (:

Some thoughts are better left unsaid, some feeling are better left kept to yourself.

Falling Deep Down

Things I'm gonna start fulfilling:

1. To have a getaway trip before the end of this year (BALI!)
2. To consult a dentist with consideration of getting braces done
3. To start my practical lesson for driving

Thoughts

I’ve learn that promises aren’t contract, kisses aren’t assurance, sweet words aren’t guarantees and hugs aren’t bonds.

Woodgrove sec

I havent been blogging that much as theres not much stuffs for me to jot down. Alright, work has ended for me and that marked the end of my 4 months in Woodgrove secondary. Frankly speaking, earlier on when i received this job offer, i wasnt really keen to take on it. Reason no 1: Hello! Its at WOODLAND! I'm staying near central! (By the way, it take me ONE whole hour to travel to school everyday- from bus to train to bus) Reason no 2: Teaching? Am i up to coach SECONDARY school students?

These are the TWO main concern which i had thus i took quite a while to reply. But nevertheless, i never regretted on being a relief teacher. You cant imagine how much stuffs i went through/experienced within these months. It seriously give me a rough idea of what working life to be like. Not like I never work before, but this job sure need me to maintain Professionalism. Not forgetting, it gave me an opportunity to meet different breeds of people. Some may come up to you with agenda. I've learnt, indeed!

I may not meet my students again but you guys will surly be missed! MY secondary 1 classes and sec 2 NT especially!

1E2 students!


2 of my sec 2NT students.

 




Haha... roudy students for which they are uncontrollable especially on the last day of school!


Something for my 7 initial classes before i left school. Alright, it doesnt really look fantastic as i dont possess such good patience. I've got to admit.
 

Hm... due to this relief teaching, i've applied for both allied teacher and teacher. O, and i did submit my application to study for a degree in business management too! Lets see which offer will i get from either of those parties. Hopefully, i'm getting a reply from at least one of them?

Thoughts

This while, running in place and day dreaming is just not healthy.