Off the way

Humans are just weird creatures. Its tough to decipher each and every individual character. Alright, perhaps I'm bad in that. After the many incidents I had experienced, I learnt that things gonna be sort out really clear. Its definitely a challenge for me but I won't want thing to turn out the way for which I least expected. It really bothers me that I kept receiving random texts from someone who is just a mere acquaintance? The contents of the texts are the bits and pieces of his life. Actually there isnt any need to make that a notice to me unless I like to know. But seriously, I'm not that keen. I had ignored texts and trying every means to end conversations. Doesn't that give a clear cut of my stand that I'm not interested in conversing? Nevertheless, it didn't came across his mind. Whats more, I dont get the content of his texts! I'm sorry I'm just not well-versed with the terms and things you had experienced.

I wouldn't want bad karma to happen to me. Just treat it that I had missed out your texts or it get lost somewhere (for which I know both situations wont happened). Things were fine in the first place.I wouldn't mind to keep things status quo; just as a mere acquaintance or as an old classmate where we would chat Naturally.

Rewinding back to Fairfield

Its merely a week of break I'm having but I'm bored. Theres nothing for me to do except heading out much and its giving me headache as Singapore is so small. There isnt any fresh places for us to visit to. I think I should get a job but I think i dont have the time for it! Contradicting urh.

Anyway, sometime back, I had packed/chucked some stuffs. Surprisingly, I found a few 'precious' photos that were taken or reflected back in the school magazines.

I think this was taken during primary 6! But its not class photo, I think this was some librarians club picture. And Yeap, I always choose the slackest CCA since it was a Must back then. With air-con, chairs provided for us to sit, chatting with friends, where would one get such luxury back then? Lol! Btw, I'm on the 3rd row, 5th girl from the right.


And secondary 1 photo, alright, clearly speaking theres nothing to elaborate on it.


And secondary 4 photo. I suppose all of us looked slightly better as then.


Saw this on the school magazine, didn't knew we were featured then. Just looked at how unitdy my top is! I just hate tucking it in (thats a must for students!). O, if you are wondering, yes I'm a red cross cadet.


And dumb little pictures I used to scribble on my school diary. Hahaha, to mark some special events that occurred then!


And the school magazine page for which our class members designed to mark our last year in school.


And the present Me.
 

I think I didnt really have a major changes if you were to compare. Except for the bad bad skin condition I'm having.

Thoughts

Prefer Sam's version as compared to the original!

From a start, I never treat this as a game, but it seems that I'm losing my self. Somehow, I wishes to hear whats your true thoughts that lead you to your behaviour. However, hesitation always stop me. And I could only blame myself on that.

Thoughts

 

I always wonder will the truth change my mind about anything?

Thoughts

Not trying to be a meanie but its just in me. Yes, I'm still a conversation-ender. Don't expect me to go on and on just to entertain someone(unless you think you are labelled differently).

Thoughts

 

Perhaps its really time for me to stop chasing and take a closer look at my vicinity. I might be better off this way.

Shagged Much

ontinuously tonning session is really bad for the body. I'm having a really bad headache now. Yeap, i didnt had enough rest. The total hour of sleep I had for the past 2 nights are merely 9 hours in total!

Headed over to Teck's 21st BBQ party on Sat. No pictures taken but relatively, we did the same old usual stuffs again among our clique. Reached home at 8+am the next day and woke up at 12pm. After which, we headed over to catch Thor! The show is fantastic! Haha, not just because of Chris Hemsworth but also because of the awesome plot (:

 
I prefer him with shorter hair though. Generally, thats because I feel that most guys look smarter and neater in that (:

Thats not the end of the day. After our dinner, we went over to Zoe's place for another tonning session. Thats simply insane! Reached home at 8am once again and had 6 hours worth of nap before i headed out to have lunch with my parents.

Just look at the amount of bites I had when I were at Teck's place. I think the mosquitoes really like my blood. I have close to 20 of those bites!



 

I am/look seriously shagged right now. Shall head over to bed early today!