30 April 2012

Thoughts

"I'll be there when the stars don't shine
Till the heaven burst and words don't rhyme"

24 April 2012

Its hard to fight these feelings when it feels so hard to breathe

The past weekdays had been great once again. Meeting with friends and all. I have no idea is it part of my mood or what? I actually quite like shopping alone when my mood isn't that fantastic.

The fact is I don't really fancy short replies. It just feel very much unbothered, insincere of the other party. Alright, enough said.




My buys and I think I'd gotten myself a great deal.

23 April 2012

Thoughts

"And please remember that I'd never lied
And please remember how i feel inside now honey"


 

20 April 2012

Busy Thursday

Woke up at my earliest- 630am! I must be mad isn't it? Getting up at 10 am already isn't an easy task for me. But well, preparation takes time and I failed to anticipate or get my time plan forecast accurately.

So the past couple of days I'd been stocking up my fridge with groceries and my mum has been nagging at me as I'm occupying her space in the fridge. That's pure exaggerating!

Look at my groceries:


This might not be all as its just a day groceries but still how much can I buy to prepare 3 dishes?

I anticipated that I will end the whole cooking session in just an hour but NO! I failed to anticipate the cleaning time too! So with cooking and cleaning, I ended my day in the kitchen at 815am. Changed and rushed down after which.


With the simple 3 dishes!


And off I went.
I wanted to take a cab down but no cab was available due to peak hour. Thus I'm left with no choice but to take public transport. Today just isnt my day urh! I waited for train at Jurong East for a good insane 15 minutes, I stepped onto something sharp just as I was mopping the kitchen floor and blood was oozing like crazy, I injured my fingers when I boarded a cab at the North side and once again, blood flows like crazy.


And a prove of how misty the weather is in the morning!

Anyway, back on track. After which, I went to get my medications at Bt Panjang. Taking a cab down after which was already in my mind as I'm rushing for dental appointment. But no, no sight of cab at all for the past 15 minutes. And could u believe within that hour when I was waiting to board a cab, i actually changed 3 buses ( 184> Ngee Ann, 74> Clementi, 151> Kent Ridge Terminal). I stopped at Kent Ridge, till then I only noticed I boarded the wrong bus. Luckily, it was easy for me to catch a cab there. And in all I was late for my dental for an hour!

My day didn't end here. The dentist actually wanted to re-bond my teeth but I cant as I was rushing to work. Working at an Event Company. Ending the day with aches. But yea, it wasn't that bad with company of friends. Went back home, had dinner and my friend dropped by my place to pass me some stuffs he got from Taiwan. How sweet!

The bag of goodies i received!


And my hair looking super flat as I was trying on his cap earlier on.


He said the black studs with gold details earring, is so me! Urh? But, it's always the little thoughts that count, isn't it?

Though today is tiring but I'm not gonna complain, because thats what I chose to and I pretty much enjoyed the cookery process. Its been an insanely packed Thursday, but I think I could sleep well tonight? Hopefully?

18 April 2012

Makeup

The past few days has been rather fulfilling. Enjoyed myself with the awesome companies I've got. Something random, I started to realise that I only would had my makeup all removed or meet-up with my bare face if I'm comfortable with the person I'm with. Concealer is an essential make-up product I would use. To cover the ugly eye bags, blemishes and marks. And sometime I just put a dash of eyeliner and I'm good to head out. Its not that good to powder your face with all the makeups after all. Congestion is what I always fear.

Anyway, this is totally random. Why am I talking about make-up? Gonna spam this post with quite a number of self-shots of different hair styles. And obviously i faked about cutting my hair short. I cant bear too! But maybe I'm gonna get it perm soon?













16 April 2012

Thoughts

"You cast a spell on me, spell on me
You hit me like the sky fell on me, fell on me"




Perplexed

For this week I had caught quite a number of movies: American Pie, Titanic, Battleship and The Vow. Didn't expect that at all! Different companies for all the movies and to summarise I actually prefer American Pie the most! Haha. Weekends has been great though I'm sleep-deprived. Ought to catch some sleep now but thought of sharing just a view.

I really wonder why some just couldn't speak their mind freely. I take confession out of the topic as thats tough I know but all other things else? Is it that tough just to say it out? Take for example; my friend coincidentally bumped onto his friend. Then he chatted a fair bit with him. After which, he left him and walked with us for less than a minute and asked me to walk back with him leaving the rest of our friends behind. Next, he asked me to stand at a side visible to him and his friend which I felt rather helpless and continuing chatting with him for a while more. He later left me hanging there without telling me whats that suppose to mean? My friend told me I was the only involving party out of our cliques. But still truth not known yet. He just left me hanging there and thats really annoying. Its either tell or dun divulge anything to me at all. Don't just leave me hanging there. I'm not pissed or anything but just a random thoughts of whats actually going on within a person?

13 April 2012

What kills you makes you stronger

I had been pretty much neglecting this space. Perhaps thats because I'm usually out at night or maybe its because I didn take much photographs. The past week has been pretty awesome. Catching up with secondary school friends, late night chilling, had my very first virgin ride on bike, dinner with friends but not admiring my alcohol tolerance level. Its so bad! All my friends were asking me or should i say offering to train me/ build up my tolerance level. But no thanks, i'm alright to keep it this way. Anyway I made a pact not to drink off my limit and I'm keeping my words to it.

It terrible when you get someone annoyed or pissed especially of those who you care. Thats because you will feel awful inside out and it definitely gave me insomnia! My thoughts just run too wild on the same issue and i can't stop thinking about it. That's because it matters ALOT!

Anyway, just some self-shots...





02 April 2012

Thoughts

"Boy you got my heartbeat runnin' away
Beating like a drum and it's coming your way"