Thoughts

"Though I told myself, won't hold my breath, a part of me was dying 

There is nothing left for me to do now but give in"

We run sg 10k

The second race i took part in for the year; Nike run. Woke up really early with the intention to participate in the first race. There are 2 races as there are simply too many participants; 20,000 in total. And we failed again, we couldn't make it for the race that starts at 715 thus we were placed in the 730 round.

We were way behind the starting line

 I guess only through this picture would it shows the 'intensiveness' of the run.

 As you can see, there's actually quite a number of U-turns point.

Not a really flattering picture, but whatever.

As compared to the previous run; Yellow Ribbon, Nike run was great in the sense that there are actually 5 water points whereas compared to the former 3 and they served the drinks Cold! I think this is the only day where I drank the most as for isotonic drink. Was really deprived for fluids!

Something to reflect on: It is only till setback that you faced till you recognizes the urgency and importance of the matter. Indeed, lesson learnt. Now, I'm badly seeking for remediation.

Being me

 Days like this, when I was narcissistic and crazy.

What is it when you are sitting next to someone doing absolutely nothing and it means absolutely everything to you?

Five & Dime Eatery

Headed over to Five & Dime Eatery @ River Valley yesterday. It wasn't a planned trip there, we actually wanted to head over to a cafe located at Bt Timah. But it was closed! We totally forgotten that its Monday and not many of the cafes open for business on Monday.

Big Brekkie

Dark Chocolate brûlée

The lunch was good just that its abit out of the way in the case of location. And just before the meetup, I was shopping for gift for my friends alone. Its really tough, I thought I would take like half an hour to settle it all, but No! I took 2 whole hours. It just hard to get gift for someone when the other party doesn't seem to lack of anything and you totally have no inspiration of what to get at all. Especially to shop a gift for your guy friend! True?

And the 2 hours of shopping was kind of fake. I was looking at my stuffs too. Thinking if I should get this pretty piece?

OOTD. Its been a while since I put on some heights. 

Its scary not to have a response. I would rather to be criticized by the insane acts of mine than facing a dead silence. Whats with the sudden surge of feelings that came to me that point in time? I must have be crazy! Right now, I'm stuck on my ground. Neither could I move forward or backward. On my part, there's no way I could break the ice except to wait for reply. And that sucks.

Thoughts

"I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed"

Thoughts

"I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year 

Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows"

Blessed Birthday

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Yet another year for which I turned a year older. Thanks for all the lovely wishes and the dinners arranged, I'm feeling really blessed for those who celebrated it for me! Its been a crazy week with little sleep from Tuesday to Saturday, but I'm genuinely happy for all my lovely friends that have been with me.

On last Saturday: Dinner with polymates and a lil chill over at Wala.

On Sunday:

Dinner with the family at Master Crab

On Tuesday:

 

Dinner at Modesto's with my secondary school girls. Pastas and Pizzas are fantastic (though there are no snapshot of the pastas).

With my lovely girls who tried to lure me out from Topshop to get me Topshop vouchers! I was really shocked and I love the gift, its perfect for shopaholic like me! :)

Gatherings are always great. We ended up talking stuffs like getting HDB flats, giving birth to kids etc. Yup, growing up stuffs. We even imagined how our gatherings will be like 5 years from now; should be with our kids. Figuring out who will get hitch first. Sad to say, we are no longer Young! 

On Wednesday, which is my actual birthday itself:

Dinner at Cugini @ Ann Siang Hill

Love the chocolate souffle with homemade ice-cream! 

Didn't took a picture there as I thought the lighting was really bad! 

Here, a substitute picture instead. 

On Thursday:

Lunch with my poly guys

Oktoberfest with the girls

With the cute Germans

They aren't shy to display their joy at all. And I was even pulled to form a train with them! Fun Max!

On Friday, dinner with the besties:

With Julia! Gin deleted her picture on my phone cause she said QC failed. Seriously!

Gin was saying my eyebags looked really bad! Its really bad, but its okay, I had enjoyed myself these few days.

On Saturday:

Got up early the day before which was Friday to head down to the market to gather ingredients for the breakfast I would be preparing. And here's the result:

Chicken burger, cheezy mushrooms, eggs and berries! All worth it to wake up at 6am to prepare this! 

Hi Buddy, yet again!

He was staring at me most of the times as firstly, he was protecting his owner and secondly, he was waiting for me to play throw and fetch with him. For which, I couldn't as his owner was sleeping and I wouldn't want the nap to be disrupted!

Revealing a gift I adore the most! Carefully wrapped by the gift-er. ♥ it, it wasn't a normal simple wrap if you realised!

 ♥♥♥

I didn't fully update the week of my birthday as I either haven't gotten hold of the pictures or I didn't took any pictures at all. But nevertheless, thanks again my friends for the lovely wishes through facebook, whatsapp, texts, call ♥, meet-ups!

I'm not someone who display out my affections. But whatever that were done, efforts that were placed in, I truly appreciate it though you might not quite seen it through my actions or words. Some might feel I'm emotion-less, but that's not true. I'm just more reserved to display out my emotions. Thus, it might not be easy to see if I'm crossed especially.

With acts or efforts I placed in, I hope that the receiver felt it. If you are able to put up with my nonsenses and if I places in efforts to get things done for you, forking out my time or in some cases cash in you, you are certainly not just any normal friends of mine, but special friends that I appreciate loads. For my love one, picking up gifts that remind me of you, sending random or concern texts, calling you up (for which I hardly calls other as i do not like the presence of non-physical contact), not questioning you Why, to be always by your side when its needed even it means to cancel my plans (for which I wouldn't let you know if i cancelled my plan for you), forsaking my rest, time to prepare little things/surprises for you, sharing with you my secrets or family matters and other etc stuffs, those are my little acts of love and trust I displayed. Likewise, it would be great if my love one does that too! Treat me as a friend and a love at the same time. Never worry it might trouble me, treat me like a friend to seek for help or information needed. For I'm more than happy if I could be a help to you. If needed, I gladly would lend my ears to you or try to resolve any problems of yours if you would engage in casual talks with me. Thus, never worry on the issue that it may trouble me as in actual fact, its happiness that I would feel. 

To sum up, because of you guys, I feel truly blessed and happy. Thank you my lovely friends, love! ♥ Words can't summed up how much you all meant to me. Just like my newly-born bunnies who are with me for a month, attachment grew and I could hardly bear to give or sell any of it away. Whats more to say when you guys have been with me for years. I'm really blessed to have you all in my life.