And I always have this fear in me, I have no idea is it because of the influence of my friends or whatsoever but this particular fear of mine has unleashed. Beginners might need some time to explore and figure things out but for me, I'm observing- silently. There are things for which I know but I didn't say or question and as a result, I ended up pondering with those thoughts in my mind, guessing what the reasons could be. It isn't exactly counted as lies of the other party however its definitely not the truth. But isn't the opposite of truth, lies? Alright, I'm plain contradicting myself. And is that the reason why I always suffer from insomnia? Sucks to be me- to be more of a thinker.
Something I had just learnt of today. One should only be rewarded for whatever good you do. An individual shouldn't expect to gain of anything without reaping. And one shouldn't give of too much without the other party doing anything to trigger those acts.
Alright. I had enough of thoughts. That's conclude all. Its clear that I'm not in the best of mood now. Time for bed.
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