Dilemma

Received an invitation a couple of weeks but till now, I have not decided should I accept or decline it. I actually had tried to decline the offer but it seems that this invitation is still stuck on me. Trust issue? I have no problem with that, I think. But it just seems not kind of right, weird I would say.

Anyway, right now I'm thinking if I should give myself a getaway. I could have one, if I would like to. A really abrupt impromptu one for which I just need an air ticket and everything is settled on my part. But, I still have yet to totally convince myself if I should accept the invitation?

A retreat would be nice for me especially when I had killed million of brain cells during these couple of weeks