Thoughts

"If our love is tragedy why are you my reality

If our love's insanity why are you my clarity" 

M hotel

Took quite a while to have this post posted. I'm just so lazy to plug in the USB cable to my lappy and get those colours adjusted. I'm really a Lazy person! It actually takes me quite a while to get things done, it always towards the last minute till I feel the anxiousness that I need to have it settled. Just like sitting for exam. I'm not gonna stereotype other students but talking about me myself. Just a few days before my exam, I felt like there's a need for me to be transform to a superwoman. I had to use 3 or 4 days to study the whole module which took like 4 months for the lecturer to finish it through? Till then was the only time I touched my notes other than working on my assignments. Then something stroke me; Its necessary for me to get a textbook for my lecture notes are totally useless! Gawd! I didn't got the book in the end as I was already having my study break and I'm Lazy to head down to school ( its just 20 minutes away from my place) to get the book for which I'm gonna touch for 3 days? And it cost nearly 80 bucks for that? It just not worth it. I'm hoping I could just clear my modules. Papers weren't easy. Couldn't complain too much as I have myself to blame. I didn't have time to complete the whole chapters.

Anyway, enough of ramblings about school. Dated a month back post. Back then, I was kind of stressed out with my piles of assignments and would wanna get a break after I had those completed and thus, I had a short staycation at M hotel.

A free room upgrade from Delux to Club Delux. Not of any differences to me as there's no extra privileges you would receive. They just gave me a higher floor, thats all.

Desert wine. My first and would be my last time trying. Its really far too sweet for my liking.

This is totally random, but I would really love to have a small couch in my room! Haha

As a four star rated hotel, I think overall its not too bad. Staffs were rather friendly, we wanted to borrow the wine opener from the restaurant initially but a staff offered to make his way to our room and helped us with it. Which is awesome! Food wise, we missed out the breakfast as we overslept. Hm, but its okay. The variety of food wasn't that much of a selection to begin with. Further, someone's dreamt of us having burgers together! Haha, thus we had our lunch settled at Mac! We made it a dream come true yea! Haha. Simply heart mini retreat like this. Not forgetting my favoritest companion too- Just so Perfect! :)

Thoughts

"There is no fear in love

But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment

The one who fears is not made perfect in love"

More rantings

For the past week, I merely had a day where I had sufficient sleep; sufficient as in the sense that I would not constantly wake up and look at my phone and check for timing, worrying that I would not wake up on time for something. Its just pure insane! And I wonder if age does a part or am I getting sick of studying, I had no motivation to push myself through this year. I get so restless just purely staring at my notes and what happens next would be... I would give in and let my mind drifts to wherever or whoever. Goodness! I'm so unproductive compared to the past! I remembered I could memorize words for words during my Secondary exams in particularly Social Studies structured question. And my friends would get so amazed by me. Now? Barely a page and I feel that I used up all my storage in my brain.

But when I have nothing to do, or while waiting my time to past till my next activity, I would get bored. Which explains the below shots which were taken a couple of weeks ago.

My hair isn't perceived to be as long as what it seems to be. It super layered and could get really messy when I wake up. When I feel its the right time, I will get it snapped short. Ya, SHORT! Perhaps its gonna be towards to the end of the year or something. 

Anyway, I was blogging on my previous posts on how much I detest to wait for queues, people, transports. That goes to the extent of social network as well. If one is caught up or busy, it would be nice to text back or return me with a call that he or she is busy and would get back to me later. The worst thing that one could do is to totally ignore or 'forgotten' about the text or calls made. How much time would that take to reply the calls or texts? And when they say they will get back to me later, I'm actually expecting the person to mean it. Not just for the sake of saying. I could be waiting for that call or text. Its not always nice to keep one in anticipation don't you agree? Speaking of which, I hate this the most! If one cant deliver his or her words, then one shouldn't made promises if you can't fulfill it. Alright, I think I had enough of rantings. Its been a long day for me. To the extent that my phone battery went flat even I could call it a day. Gotten head to bed now for a good rest. Till then.

Who's back?

A year flew by just like that and Joffre is back in town. Time past really fast, in my memory it seems not quite long ago that I last sent him to the airport. Anyway, its a good thing to see familiar faces. And this guy had been asking me to plan a sukiya-ya outing ever since we had the last one back in December last year. So, this time round, I met him and Sok Gin up on Thursday and we had Suki-ya for lunch again to satisfy his cravings.

Our first round of food

In total we had 10 plates of pork, 6 plates of beef, 4 plates of chicken and loads of golden mushrooms! And this funny guy, kept asking me to eat more saying 'you know, guys don't fancy too skinny girls, so eat more!' Haha. And in the end, we cleared all the food we took, great teamwork we had! Hahaha.

A group picture missing Jerry out who is enjoying his life at Canberra

And that's me before lunch. Just finished my dental and I'm glad that I do not need to put a metal plate on my teeth for the moment.

I'm so drained out this weekend; not only had I helped out with my parents on Saturday but I also had a couple of sleep just before that as I was accompanying a friend of mine. And yesterday, I had quite a tough night sleeping too as my brain was occupied with thoughts. Sometimes, I just need an assurance and I feel so guy-ish in this area, taking care and would only be reassured till confirmation is given to me. Gawd! But that only applies to a specific Individual only. I only managed to turn in at 4+am and woke up at 7+am. I'm seriously lacking of sleep! Got to head to bed now and I do hope I could wake up with a complete nice rest.