Thoughts

"Though I told myself, won't hold my breath, a part of me was dying 

There is nothing left for me to do now but give in"

We run sg 10k

The second race i took part in for the year; Nike run. Woke up really early with the intention to participate in the first race. There are 2 races as there are simply too many participants; 20,000 in total. And we failed again, we couldn't make it for the race that starts at 715 thus we were placed in the 730 round.

We were way behind the starting line

 I guess only through this picture would it shows the 'intensiveness' of the run.

 As you can see, there's actually quite a number of U-turns point.

Not a really flattering picture, but whatever.

As compared to the previous run; Yellow Ribbon, Nike run was great in the sense that there are actually 5 water points whereas compared to the former 3 and they served the drinks Cold! I think this is the only day where I drank the most as for isotonic drink. Was really deprived for fluids!

Something to reflect on: It is only till setback that you faced till you recognizes the urgency and importance of the matter. Indeed, lesson learnt. Now, I'm badly seeking for remediation.

Being me

 Days like this, when I was narcissistic and crazy.

What is it when you are sitting next to someone doing absolutely nothing and it means absolutely everything to you?

Five & Dime Eatery

Headed over to Five & Dime Eatery @ River Valley yesterday. It wasn't a planned trip there, we actually wanted to head over to a cafe located at Bt Timah. But it was closed! We totally forgotten that its Monday and not many of the cafes open for business on Monday.

Big Brekkie

Dark Chocolate brûlée

The lunch was good just that its abit out of the way in the case of location. And just before the meetup, I was shopping for gift for my friends alone. Its really tough, I thought I would take like half an hour to settle it all, but No! I took 2 whole hours. It just hard to get gift for someone when the other party doesn't seem to lack of anything and you totally have no inspiration of what to get at all. Especially to shop a gift for your guy friend! True?

And the 2 hours of shopping was kind of fake. I was looking at my stuffs too. Thinking if I should get this pretty piece?

OOTD. Its been a while since I put on some heights. 

Its scary not to have a response. I would rather to be criticized by the insane acts of mine than facing a dead silence. Whats with the sudden surge of feelings that came to me that point in time? I must have be crazy! Right now, I'm stuck on my ground. Neither could I move forward or backward. On my part, there's no way I could break the ice except to wait for reply. And that sucks.

Thoughts

"I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed"