Home for the past days

For the past days, my house has been bustling with people. Not a great sight for which I like to see as the noise level is seriously beyond my limit. To add on, I've been acting like a secretary when I'm at home. I would do things like picking up calls, filling up the other party with details, entertaining others etc. This is really nonsensical! Half a day is my limit and that's the reason why I've been 'escaping' so much for the past days. Luckily for me, this scene has cease.

The above photos are actually my relative of 1 family! Clearly speaking, my house is a little too small for that. Can you imagine the crowd during CNY now? 

 Just for laugh. Fascinated by how the rubberband ought to be hook for now. Haha

September is ending and in a blink, it's gonna be my birthday next week. Nothing much fanciful I expect them to be, just a normal chillax dinner with my friends. But, there won't be as much celebrations as compared to the previous as a few of my friends are residing abroad now. Well, there's nothing much to rejoice about getting a year older too isn't it? Many have asked what I wish to receive as a gift as they mentioned that I don't seems to lack of anything. Haha. Its the thoughts that count. I would adore anything that are given. An additional handwritten card would be a bonus though. Anyway, my clique has decided to get me Chanel eau tendre again! They actually got me that perfume 3 years back when my sister broke mine. And now, they have to get it for me again as someone as of a guest to my house stole mine! Ya, we invited a wolf to our house. Oh well. They actually thought the perfume was perhaps not meant for me and wanted to get me a Chanel ear studs instead but I declined. I wanted the studs but I could purchase it on my own if I want to. Further, that isn't a necessity. I wouldn't want my friends to spend so much on just a present for me.

Alright, 2 more weeks of school left till study break. I'm guessing that I would miss school life when I step in the workforce. Freedom. That could be what I would miss the most! I'm hoping to be able to plan for more getaways or staycation session with my love ones before my arduous journey begins. Till then.

My phone

Shagged! Thats what I can conclude of my last weekend. This makes me wonder how can anyone stay up till wee hours almost every Friday and Saturday? Further when one has to work on the weekdays? It so tiring. Just too much for my body to take to turn in at 6am and sleep for mere 7 hours, 2 consecutive days straight. Gawd! I have to admit I'm too old for this. I literally drop dead on Sunday after I reaches home at night, right after my dinner and bath. Still, I feel I didn't have enough rest. Gonna turn in in abits after this post. 

Anyway, back on tracks. I went out with my mum during the afternoon today and the following are the conversation:

Mum: Don't you think its time to change? (pointing to my phone)
Me: Urh? You wanna me to change my phone to 5s? (feeling bewildered thinking what's wrong with my mum today, to be so generous as of no reason to buy me a phone? Haha)
Mum: I meant your cover! You see, it's so dirty and torn. It makes your phone looks so old!
Me: Ahh. Is there really a need for me to do so?
Mum: She nods her head

Btw, I bought my 4s on my own, and if I would to get a new phone, I would get it on my own too! Haha, unless my parents stroke lottery or something, I won't ask them to get me a phone.

 Haha, is it really bad? Can you still spot the leopard prints on my cover?

Alright, this perhaps is born within me. I'm actually rather stubborn boring lazy ok, a little of each of the strikeoff words. Unlike others, I don't see a need to change cover everytime, 1 is just enough isn't it? I only have a phone! Boring, you can called it, this can be seen in my life too. I would never get sick of my favoritest stuffs; food, people etc. If you think, I'm easy to please, haha, think again. For food for which I think its average, it takes me a couple of time (once every week) for me to get sick of it. My parents are a classic example. They kept bringing me to DTF, Crystal Jade, Sakura that I get so sick of it! And Sok gin is another one who likes to bring me to have Bugis steamboat during secondary school days that I never step into that stall since then. Its actually pretty hard to find my favoritest food. I couldn't name much of my favoritest restaurants if you want me to. Next for my favoritest people, they are actually the one whom I would bug, share my most updated news with, my family problem, joy and sadness with. There are just a handful of my favoritest people, but I think its sufficient. I'm glad for their presence; a couple would even drop off everything they have and meet me. Feel really blessed for them!

 

So, a new cover for myself? Nah, I would use back my first mercury cover I got for my phone before I purchased my pink cover from HK. Haha. Oh well! 

Thoughts

"This is falling in love in the cruelest way, 

This is falling in for you and you are worlds away"

Thoughts

"Come on, skinny love what happened here? 

Suckle on the hope in light brassieres 

Sullen, load is full, so slow on the spit"

Lies

Sometimes, I wonder why is there a need for one to lie when I see no point of doing that.The funny thing is, there is no duress implemented on my part at all. Not that I often suppress people, I don't, by the way! You are the one who agreed on your own wills. Further, you offered me the offer and what I did was merely accepted your invitation. Its just upsetting to see someone so close to you lie through their teeth. And this isn't the first occurance! Trust? Just how much can I trust that person now? It's definitely not easy. The thought of thinking all the words that came out are all bullshits, excuses blah blah. Isn't it tiring to wear different masks when you are out to meet different groups of people? Just the thought of it is mentally draining enough for me. Perfunctory, thats something I need to master. I know of a particular one who does it really well. Perhaps, this is an easier way out so as not to disappoint. Indeed. But actions, behavior and time do reveal your thoughts afterall isn't it? Gawd. Enough said! Just how did I link two different person together?

And why am I so angsty? Perhaps I had a bad day today. My day didn't starts right, from the start. Waking up early, editing my report, got my lunch packed and ate it at a bus stop (as I was rushing for time, my first and definitely my last! Can you imagine how weird it is to hold your box of beehoon and wolfing it down at the bus stop for fear the bus would arrive any minute), gotten mosquito bites at awkward areas, bruises from no idea where, got my skin cut by a therapist (it bleeds, and to the nerve of her to ask me if its painful?). Oh well, at least something turns out Right now. I just finishes my report! Yay! Gonna have it turnitin tomorrow and printed and I'm done! :)

Ignore my brother at the back. Headed over to Starbucks to do my assignment just yesterday, alone.

Loving the tranquility