Thoughts

"Nothing is more beautiful than a smile that has struggled through tears"

Month of May

Kind of really hate this month. Just what is wrong with the month of May. Been injured, hurt and now sick. Always thought I have a strong immune system. But it seems not very so. I was feeling really sick yesterday when I was out. However, luckily the illness only kicked in after I caught finished a movie. Which wasn't too bad and I am glad instead. Nothing to groan or moan about. I think no one could really see that I'm feeling unwell unless I'm seriously ill. Putting up a tough front? Yea, always have been. I had no intention to guilt trip anyone as I thought I could handle it myself. Afterall, its my own body.  It will be great to have someone to be taken care of but would one actually want to trouble a person because you are feeling unwell? Not for me. I never want myself to be landed in a state of someone elses burden.

I just came back home, thought I had recovered from yesterday discomfort but I fell sick again. Guess its the rain that I caught myself with when I returned back home. Having flu, sore throat, headache and feeling feverish now. Gawd! How bad can my immune system be? I really really dislike the month of May. It seems that I am having trouble with myself every week.


Okay enough of myself feeling sick. Let's move on to another topic. I don't think I could continue going on to the next topic. I am just waiting for my hair to dry thus came out with this post. And I'm feeling really really really sick now. I need my bed. Till then, I would post another post regarding affair of heart.

Thoughts

"I'll be sitting right here real patient, all day, all night, I'll be waiting standby,

Can't stop because I love it, hate the way I love you"

 

Mothers' Day

Brought the mum to have a casual dinner earlier on. I believe that all mums are an important pillar to ones' family. She's the one that toils in the family; not only does she has to cook to feed all of us, but she also does all the housework and work. I'm not really good in describing or penning down my thoughts on this but in all I feel really blessed to have a mum who dotes me.

And its always tough to capture a proper pictures with her. As listed below are all the shots I took with her today:

She refused to look at the camera as she wanna to keep a lookout for cabs

 And she hates smiling on the camera. That is no wonder why my friends (merely a handful of them who came by my place as I don't like friends to drop by except my really good friends; haha <5) are afraid of my mum as they claimed she looks fierce! 

 Told her a joke and forced her to smile. Not too bad an effort but I looked really awful! Haha

I think I could finally said, at last, a proper picture! :)

To all mums, a Happy Mothers' Day! And to those who are suffering from illnesses, I sincerely wish that their conditions will get better as each day passes. Most importantly, I wished all mums to stay happy and be blessed always! 

Social Media

Social media- Pros or Cons? Which do you think provides one with more? No doubt its more of pros than cons for me. Social Media allows me to connect with my friends via Instagram, Twitter, Facebook and my Blog. Though I'm not those who are really active but it allows me to stay updated with all those events and stuffs that are happening around me.

And I always have this fear in me, I have no idea is it because of the influence of my friends or whatsoever but this particular fear of mine has unleashed. Beginners might need some time to explore and figure things out but for me, I'm observing- silently. There are things for which I know but I didn't say or question and as a result, I ended up pondering with those thoughts in my mind, guessing what the reasons could be. It isn't exactly counted as lies of the other party however its definitely not the truth. But isn't the opposite of truth, lies? Alright, I'm plain contradicting myself. And is that the reason why I always suffer from insomnia? Sucks to be me- to be more of a thinker.

Something I had just learnt of today. One should only be rewarded for whatever good you do. An individual shouldn't expect to gain of anything without reaping. And one shouldn't give of too much without the other party doing anything to trigger those acts. 

Alright. I had enough of thoughts. That's conclude all. Its clear that I'm not in the best of mood now. Time for bed.