School's in

I've made a mistake. Never once had I care so much. You just don't get it, do you? Its not about asking but its about if asking works. It feel really terrible to hurt a person, especially someone you truly care! This time round, I'm definitely in a wrong. I'm never afraid to commit in an act but when facing the music, i have my guts all lose out. That's just me! I guess being nonchalant still suits me better.

Collective shots of the past week:

Julia stayover at my place!










Loving every issues of Cosmo. I think its the 5th Free issue i received from them!

Thoughts

"Not knowing what you are waiting for is the dumbest act that one could do. Things are actually rather simple. It's just people who make it complicated. Which in the end, it poses damages not only to others but also they themselves."

Snapshots of the past week

I haven been really blogging alot. Am i getting bored of blogging bits and pieces of my life? Actually, I'm pretty impressed with myself, i think i started blogging since 07 or 08? Looking back,this current blog i have is my third journal. My second journal still exist and it tickles me when i looked back on it. If anyone is interested, this is it: http://nebulouspast.blogspot.com/ . I cant remember my first blog address though but i think there is such journal as the address name was given by Kailin :)

Anyway, pictures of the past weeks:

Awesome get together with my cliques!


Pretty xmas tree!


I have a really bad habit of frowning when I'm replying text message. Don't ask me why! I'm trying my best to kick this bad habit! Surely, I won't want to see wrinkles developing.












The arrival of a new bunny in my place!


Clearing of my wardrobe!


Dinner with polymates

School starting next week. I'm kinda missing school days. Its really boring during days when I had nothing to do. Practically, what i would be doing is eat, nap, eat, sleep. That's a life of a pig! Maybe i retract back my words, I should feel fortunate for leading such days. Couldn't imagine if I step into workforce! I think i need a part time job. But it kinda hard to work too! Cause its really hard to compromise with my school timetable! Which employers would want to match with my schedules?

Thoughts

There's always a limit for which one would be able to take. Right now, I'm standing on the edge of the cliff. All i need is just another push. This could be an end. But think of it in another prospective, this could be a brand new start too.

It's a brand New Year

Its the year 2012! 2011 had been rather fast-paced for me. Perhaps its because I'd embarked back to leading a student life? There sure were days that weren't that fantastic, which year doesn't? But 2011 was rather emotional! Not to the extent of me breaking down like a lunatic, but its a Rough year!

I came to experience whats Real facts are all about. Words just can't seems to be trusted. In another words, i rather trust my eyes than my ears. It sucks when I let my feelings got the better of me. It sucks when I appear to be gullible. In all, it feels real upsetting when the Truth hurts! All along, I put on a strong front and i thought I am one emotion-less creature who doesn't feel much. But it proven me Wrong! I'm not! I don't go up onto people who i just knew and talk on and on. Its only to some of my closer friends whom i share my troubles with. Definitely its not easy to let my guard down. Who know the person is curious or genuinely concern. But some of the times, I chose to conceal it from all. Ya know, not all understands.

Third party surly can see things clearer than you do. You understood their point of view but what they don't understand is 'Why is it hard for you to get out of it?' I'm seeking for an answer but came out clueless as well! Sometimes, I'm caught wondering 'Surly I'm not that dumb to 'guess' the facts?' But i just don't like to malign others and put words in their mouth (as of their acts). I would rather hear the facts from them in this case. Till this point in time, I think I'm complicated! I guess it applies to all that matters. I would rather hear the truth from them.

Anyway, year 2012 ought to be better. All i need would be a clearer mind.

My new Twitter layout! Cant seems to find a perfect one for livejournal though.


Wishing all a fantastic year ahead thats filled with Joy and Love ♥