It's a brand New Year

Its the year 2012! 2011 had been rather fast-paced for me. Perhaps its because I'd embarked back to leading a student life? There sure were days that weren't that fantastic, which year doesn't? But 2011 was rather emotional! Not to the extent of me breaking down like a lunatic, but its a Rough year!

I came to experience whats Real facts are all about. Words just can't seems to be trusted. In another words, i rather trust my eyes than my ears. It sucks when I let my feelings got the better of me. It sucks when I appear to be gullible. In all, it feels real upsetting when the Truth hurts! All along, I put on a strong front and i thought I am one emotion-less creature who doesn't feel much. But it proven me Wrong! I'm not! I don't go up onto people who i just knew and talk on and on. Its only to some of my closer friends whom i share my troubles with. Definitely its not easy to let my guard down. Who know the person is curious or genuinely concern. But some of the times, I chose to conceal it from all. Ya know, not all understands.

Third party surly can see things clearer than you do. You understood their point of view but what they don't understand is 'Why is it hard for you to get out of it?' I'm seeking for an answer but came out clueless as well! Sometimes, I'm caught wondering 'Surly I'm not that dumb to 'guess' the facts?' But i just don't like to malign others and put words in their mouth (as of their acts). I would rather hear the facts from them in this case. Till this point in time, I think I'm complicated! I guess it applies to all that matters. I would rather hear the truth from them.

Anyway, year 2012 ought to be better. All i need would be a clearer mind.

My new Twitter layout! Cant seems to find a perfect one for livejournal though.


Wishing all a fantastic year ahead thats filled with Joy and Love ♥