Thoughts

"You must make the Choice to take the Chance if you want anything to Change. But before making a choice, you have to first convince your heart. That's the hardest part and the first step for a New Beginning."

Hair Coloring

A month ago i was lamenting how loud my highlights color are. I even hope that it will fade! But now i could hardly see my highlights! Agrh! It's so annoying. I should trust my hairstylist to highlight gold instead of red! Maybe next time round, i should pluck my courage to go on louder color?

Snapshots where i could still see my highlight color.

It's you who are in Control

Its pretty ironic how we get to know different people. And of some of the people who we didn't use to contact with back in schools, we are actually getting in touch now. Regardless of how far back it may be, it happens to me now- Primary, Secondary, Poly friends! Its kinda amusing to me! Anyway, I bumped onto some of my old classmates recently (such much coincidences) and the comments i received were that 'I'm dao!' I'm actually quite not! I'm just rather blind when I'm out on the streets! Thats the truth! And friends of mine are pretty funny, they actually messaged me on facebook to tell me that!

There's a question that was posed rather frequently. It's actually easy to answer: either yes or no. But i can't give them a definite answer. It's not that I'm ignoring. It's just that things are way too complicated! Technically, I am (physically yes) but mentally its a No! Well, I'm not sure if I would get over it. I think its easy for the other party and I know where I stand. But, to let go, is just not an easy task. Recently, i just starts to realise that I could depend on no one to get away from his ordeal but I myself. What do I want of myself? Definitely not as a toy, thats for sure! I just had to take that crucial first step... And the point is, how easy would that be?

My weekends

Went over to my friend birthday party at the North! It's indeed a well-hidden landed estate. Cab fare was pretty expensive too! I should have alight at Yio Chu Kang MRT station but i alighted at Yishun MRT instead. Sometime i wonder am i just dumb or do i just follow blindly to instructions? The guide given to me was to alight at Yishun and take a bus there. Before that i already made up my mind to take a cab in after MRT since his place is at Yio Chu Kang. Alright enough of grumbling.

Happy 21st! My perhaps future colleague!

His dress code for the party was: Dress to Impress. I don't think many follow the dress code though. Anyway, i think me neither. I just throw in a dress and was all ready to head down.

There's 15 days for CNY, but I'm no longer in the festive mood of this celebration. For me, there's merely 2 important days- 1 is the Chinese New Year Eve, the other is the Chinese New Year itself. Beside that, it will be the annually CNY gathering with my polymates. Steamboat, gambling, catch-up.

With Bee San!


Teck and his nephew!


Our spread of steamboat. Yes, with abalone and sliced pork! :)


And scallops too!




Blackjack session.


With Jazzer! Its been such a long time since i met him! Still a xiao di di urh!


And gilbert!

It's back to school after the long break. And unknowingly to me, a month has passed! That's fast. For the past few lessons of finance lecture, i totally learn nothing! Thats kinda scary! Hopefully, i had chose the right minor for myself. If not, i really had myself to blame. 2 more years to go! Will i miss uni days?

Thoughts

''But there's a side to you that I never knew, never knew
All the things you'd say, they were never true, never true
And the games you play, you would always win, always win''