Makeup

The past few days has been rather fulfilling. Enjoyed myself with the awesome companies I've got. Something random, I started to realise that I only would had my makeup all removed or meet-up with my bare face if I'm comfortable with the person I'm with. Concealer is an essential make-up product I would use. To cover the ugly eye bags, blemishes and marks. And sometime I just put a dash of eyeliner and I'm good to head out. Its not that good to powder your face with all the makeups after all. Congestion is what I always fear.

Anyway, this is totally random. Why am I talking about make-up? Gonna spam this post with quite a number of self-shots of different hair styles. And obviously i faked about cutting my hair short. I cant bear too! But maybe I'm gonna get it perm soon?

Thoughts

"You cast a spell on me, spell on me
You hit me like the sky fell on me, fell on me"

Perplexed

For this week I had caught quite a number of movies: American Pie, Titanic, Battleship and The Vow. Didn't expect that at all! Different companies for all the movies and to summarise I actually prefer American Pie the most! Haha. Weekends has been great though I'm sleep-deprived. Ought to catch some sleep now but thought of sharing just a view.

I really wonder why some just couldn't speak their mind freely. I take confession out of the topic as thats tough I know but all other things else? Is it that tough just to say it out? Take for example; my friend coincidentally bumped onto his friend. Then he chatted a fair bit with him. After which, he left him and walked with us for less than a minute and asked me to walk back with him leaving the rest of our friends behind. Next, he asked me to stand at a side visible to him and his friend which I felt rather helpless and continuing chatting with him for a while more. He later left me hanging there without telling me whats that suppose to mean? My friend told me I was the only involving party out of our cliques. But still truth not known yet. He just left me hanging there and thats really annoying. Its either tell or dun divulge anything to me at all. Don't just leave me hanging there. I'm not pissed or anything but just a random thoughts of whats actually going on within a person?

What kills you makes you stronger

I had been pretty much neglecting this space. Perhaps thats because I'm usually out at night or maybe its because I didn take much photographs. The past week has been pretty awesome. Catching up with secondary school friends, late night chilling, had my very first virgin ride on bike, dinner with friends but not admiring my alcohol tolerance level. Its so bad! All my friends were asking me or should i say offering to train me/ build up my tolerance level. But no thanks, i'm alright to keep it this way. Anyway I made a pact not to drink off my limit and I'm keeping my words to it.

It terrible when you get someone annoyed or pissed especially of those who you care. Thats because you will feel awful inside out and it definitely gave me insomnia! My thoughts just run too wild on the same issue and i can't stop thinking about it. That's because it matters ALOT!

Anyway, just some self-shots...

Thoughts

"Boy you got my heartbeat runnin' away
Beating like a drum and it's coming your way"